The first thing that striked me with electronics, it's how ridiculously hard it is to connect the parts.
Then you are in the wrong hobby. Electronics is an industry, hobbies just sit on the back of the industry. I should take up,colouring books if I were you.
@MarkT - no one ever got poisoned from using lead solder in a hobby environment. Unless you know otherwise, be interested in any proof you might have.